Panic (poem)

Saturday, April 04, 2009


Panic

Current mood: nauseated

Category: Life

Panic

Unable to catch your breath

Afraid of moving from your bed

Spending time curled up in a ball

When you do move

You feel lightheaded

And your head pounds

In the form of a migraine

You can't explain why

The idea of leaving the cocoon of your home

Scares the hell out of you

Because when you do

The idea of the real world

Scares the hell out of you

The real world has caused you

Nothing but pain and sadness

You choose to deal with it

By shutting it out

Because it hurts too much

After facing a lifetime of rejection

You choose to be alone

Because it's just not worth

The pain and heartache

Of being rejected

From a society

That just doesn't want you around.

It's just not worth it anymore.

So staying alone is the beat way to deal

Until another way is found.

Sue :-)